Having depression isn't easy but it's not hard either if you have loving friends and family behind you. People who can't fight a long fight I feel so bad that they couldn't fight on anymore.. Yes, I have my days where I cry randomly over nothing but sometimes it's to just have a great cry for happiness. I have to do an essay on depression and I'm going to probably have the most emotional one ever! So yesterday when I was on the bus I was singing and this girl I thought she had her headphones on but I guess not then she told her sister she wanted to move beside her to talk or something. I took my headphones out to see what was going on and I sat in the seat she moved from then she tried to mimic my singing and I'm thinking to myself she could've asked me to please lower my singing with my headphones on I can't hear how loud I am..
The littlest things can hurt my heart so bad but I don't show my tears till I'm home. One day I got home and just ran to my room to cried. I called my boyfriend he was worried but he had to go. My boyfriend is always there for me. Everyday that I go to school and see his face is just the best feeling ever because I know he has my back and my pain go away a few years ago it was worse my depression I cried everyday but now once every two weeks it's going away slowly thank God. Anyway all I have to say is make someone smile today or tom. say something nice make someone smile over something little because you never know what that person is going through that's way everyday at school I try to make someone smile including myself because I know if I make them happy I'm AWESOME.
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