Yesterday.

He told me something that was the truth but I couldn't take what was being said. My heart broke into pieces as I fell in love with a being who has never left my side for a year and almost 4 months. I can't stop crying as I see him everyday. My whole body is giving up rapidly. I continue to fight there my numerously times of heartbreaks. 

What I look at on YOUTUBE!

I don't look at much just persona things like a regular teen girl but ME I look at Appearance type videos. 
-Eyehshadow
-Nails
-Hair Products
-Eyelashes
Just about anything Really.
I AM WEIRD.
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I bought my first shirt yesterday that I was talking about in some posts ago about my company I wanted to start. I made my gofundme page so I can tell you more about why I want to do what I want to do an dpossibly donate to my company https://www.gofundme.com/RUBYClothing

Instagram Famous Upcomers

Recently I've noticed SOME instagram famous people JUST famous because of Musical.Ly. I like that app and all I don't understand why some people get paid to lipsync. Do you have to be a pro to get followers from Musical.ly?
Famous 2 Instagram Musical.Ly Upcomers
1. Ariel AKA Baby Ariel 

• Insta-@THEONLYBABYARIEL
• Twitter-BabyAriell (2 L's)
• Snap-arielxrebecca
• YouNow-BabyAriel

2. Arii AKA Arii (LOL)

• Insta-@THEYLLOVEARII (2 I's)
• Twitter-_theylovearii
• YouNow-theylovearii

MAYBE I SHOULD DO A YOUTUBE BLAHHH IDK
*MWAHH*

Top 4 Fav. Shows!

1. Big Brother
2. Extant
3. Girls Meets World
4. America's Got Talent

Update On My Depression

Guys I've been diagnosed with Persistent Depressive Disorder.
I'm not worse or better but I'm OK.
The days get shorter in the school day but I'm ok.
Going through a horrible breakup so more negative thoughts come into play but I fight on.
I have friends who are there for me when it's needed and I'm blessed for them with the most appreciation for them. Sometimes It makes a difference in a person just by the people who are in your life. Yes, I cry but crying makes a huge change by letting out that pain. So I just wanted to give you guys an update since my last post about having depression.

Top 10 Favorite Songs

1. Alessia Cara - Here

2. Mila J - My Main 


3. Justin Bieber - What do you mean?


4. The Weekend - Can't Feel My Face


5. Yo Te Lo Dije - J. Balvin

6. Porque Tu - J. Balvin

7.  Like That - Jack&Jack (Ft. Skate)

8. Lowkey Flew - Yulema

9. Something Big - Shawn Mendes

10. Nothing But Trouble - Lil Wayne & Charlie Puth

Followers on Instagram

Ok so my 6k && 9.5k accounts are gone well 6k was hacked & 9.6k account deleted for what reason IDK but I made a new account called @rubyv.bes but once I get my blog together with viewers I'll start gaining on that ! So here are tips for followers :

1. Have a good username something catchy !

2. Follow me @rubyv.bes also follow these people as well @riodollas, @stonecoldkillax, @liddo.bih !

3. Ok so you have to stay active I usually b on for like 30 mins plus don't ever make your page private because then you won't get likes on your pictures (if you got 6+ photos don't expect likes on all)

4. But anyway when any of them post a picture wait till they get 50+ likers!

5. Follow the likers because they're active ! And once you can't follow anymore people just relax for an hour.

6. Download instrack and unfollow people until you can't yes you'll lose like 10+ people but hey your gaining more. Then REPEAT !!

P.S. If your having trouble gaining I'll help you gain but one at a time. Just email me at macy34567@gmail.com ok see ya guys !

10 Tips On Boyfriends

1. Don't cheat 

~If you're not happy just leave~ via.tumblr

2. Don't treat her differently infront of her friend. 

~It hurts~via.tumblr

3. Don't be shy all the time...

~Sometimes it's cute, but sometimes a girl wants her man to act like a man~via.tumblr

4. Be honest with her.

~always~via.tumblr

5. Don't make excuses!

via.tumblr

6. Don't ask why she's mad at you ..

via.tumblr

7. Don't make fun of her 

~unless she likes it sometimes~via.tumblr

8. Don't flirt with other girls !! via.tumblr

9. Don't pressure her !! via.tumblr

10. Don't talk behind her back !! via.tumble