Why you should just wait on a guy..

My boyfriend now was like just a person you say hey to in the hallway. Today he asked me out after some days of us getting to know each other and other things. With him I feel more of a young lady and matured level has grown alil but he treats me how I love to treated with respect and like a young lady or woman should be treated. You should really wait until a comes to you and be ypur princess charming yes I was hung over a guy but I got over him and realized that he didnt even really wanna be with ME. My boyfriend now is just a guy that everyone thinks is cool even the teachers and I love his high spirit and I'm happy he found me when I needed a guy the most. Right now I have to say is just wait till your fully over that guy that hurt your heart.. Have friends to be there for you and Never change! I really had to get that through my head because I really wanted this guy and I tried changing just so he would notice me and my boyfriend now WANTS ME FOR ME INCLUDING my natural hair haha yes my hair because I want clips but he really doesnt want me to change my look because so MANY girls at my school are UNbeweaveABLE. I hope someone takes my advice to use!

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Happiness

With me being just 15 I barely know happiness, but I know that I tired to get it anyway that I could. I'm happy that we're still bestfriends (guy from last post) I can talk to him about anything and my feelings are going back but I need more time to go back to bestfriend feelings. I hope that reading my blog you have an insight of my inner being.

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Changing up my blog

So today I want to start my blog on a note like a YouTube channel kinda. I wanna talk about experiences with school just everyday life in general, I will be typing this like a video just because I do not like showing my face at alll I look weird on camera but um yea. I just got done looking at different videos from https://www.youtube.com/user/blndsundoll4mj and she was talking about different things and how she do certain things. I got to thinking about making my blog more active since I'm turning my idea about my blog. So my first post right now will be about 

Growing up being me I had an easy elementary life but middle school was the roughest life ever. Just because your first bf and heartbreak it just comes to one. In middle school I was called so many names and lost and gained friends. I realized in high school yea you got people talking about people but it's just growing up. In middle school I had alot of friends but in high school I decided the smaller my circle the better my life would be and I'm in the 10th grade now and it's going well but recently something happened to my heart for a guy so I went out with a guy who I got to know for a year and 4 months so far and I loved him as a bestfriend but after we went out he showed me happiness like no  one else showed before. He wasn't in the country on summer break and I missed him everyday that we were away he told me he was moving to the country he was in over the summer but on the first day of school I saw him and he surprised me because I wasn't expecting him to be there it was the best gift ever. At first our relationship was unbreakable and it was like 2 months went by and he changed once he got back in school with his brother. It was like I saw a different bf and bestfriend. He started treating me different it was like our relationship was being changed and it was getting to me. One day I wanted a true answer like why even go out with me if it's just ending in heartbreak and I got my answer he only went out with me to keep me away from hurt and safe. It was so sweet and nice but I just possibly wouldn't ever go back to being his bestfriend even tho I currently am it's going to be awhile until my heart snaps back from loving him more then a bestfriend. Right now while typing this I love him but he may never know ... just because deep down I don't wan to be rejected by him saying he doesn't love me. For some reason I have a feeling that he wants to be in a relationship with me but scared to fall in love again get hurt like he probably did in his past somewhere.

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Help me reach my goal please

Hi Guys! My t shirts are up an already to be ordered but I need a little help with my screen charges to get my shirts. Please donate to my company anything helps my goal is not much but I can't get there on my own. www.gofundme.com/RUBYClothing
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